Reintroduction

So much has changed in my world in the last 5 years or so.  I figured a reintroduction might be necessary.  I used to be an engineer, I used to say I would never have kids, I used to say there's no way I could homeschool, I used to crave time to myself, I used to feel unsettled and unsure.

Now I'm a stay-at-home mom, with 4 kids, that I homeschool...and I couldn't imagine not spending my days - every day- with them.  I have peace and joy in my soul that I never thought was possible.  All of this has changed, because God changed my heart.  God does the impossible, he gave me a heart for what matters to Him...and what matters to Him is all that matters to me.

So now, we live on 40 acres, with a tractor, two four-wheel drive vehicles, a four-wheeler, and 24 chickens...we have chore charts including chicken duty and scrubbing toilets.  As for homeschooling...it's my new favorite.  The kids and I are all thriving with our time together and being able to get individual attention for their education.  Mason used to rarely tell me he loves me, and hugs It's truly nothing short of amazing.  I used be so excited to have time to myself when all my kids were in school full time, but now I couldn't imagine my days without them all near me.  See??  I told you it was all God!  :)

Mason, he's 10...and he's amazing.  Whip smart, and soooo big brother.   And he loves Jesus.

Charlotte, she's 8...and she's the sweetest.  God has given her a heart that is like none I've ever known.  And I can't wait to see how He uses her for His glory as she grows!

Isaac, he's 6....and he's a firecracker.  The lovingest firecracker ever.  I really think he loves me more than any of them.  He accepted Christ as his Savior this year on my birthday.  Best birthday present e.v.e.r.

Maggie, she's 3-1/2...and she's perfect.  Almost.  She has an amazing smile.  And I love the way she laughs... and skips.

Matt...my dear husband... he is my love.  I never knew when we got married how amazingly blessed I am.  Beyond blessed.  He's loving, oh so kind, gentle, ambitious, and God-fearing.  He is my biggest blessing in this world and I'm honored to be his wife and partner in this crazy world.

Little old me...I'm a child of God, a wife and a mother.  I truly love my calling...I don't always do it with grace and ease, and my kids see me at my best...and my ugliest, but they forgive and love me anyway.  I just am so thankful that God continues to refine me to be used for Him.  Oh...and I'm a nutrition nut.  Seriously...a crazy fool.

So, for now I leave you with a letter and picture that Isaac made for Matt and I.  He's such a perfectionist (ok, he's definitely my son!)...but I talked him into 'sound spelling' the words all by himself...and I love it!